Robby, with all due respect and love....(and I DO NOT hate you!)

PUT ON YOUR F*CKING BIG BOY PANTS AND MAN UP!

It's clear you don't wanna stop using. You know you NEED to stop using, but you don't WANNA.

WHEN YOU WANT TO STOP USING, YOU'LL STOP USING.

5l50 yourself. Go to non-stop meetings. When you're truly ready, you'll stop. Until then, there is NOTHING we can do for you. In fact, there is nothing we can do for you then either, except root you on.

The only person we have power over is OURSELVES. God helps those who help THEMSELVES. DO IT!