I don't know WW but I have to try treatment one more time , yes I have been to rehab 6 times but I have never been this phucked up - I know treatment cannot save me but it has to do something because nothing else has worked , so if you think that treatment does not work then I guess I 'm phucked - I busted up the club because people were making fun of me for crying when they have it easy - they do not know the hell I have lived with since I was a kid, they do not know how much I truly HATE myself . That is an awful feeling to have ya know ? To truly HATE yourself . I don't know if rehab will be different this time but it is the only shot I have to turn this mess around ...