Hi All!

So much has changed since I originally started this post. The way I feel is a difference like night and day.

My last post I said I was checking myself into rehab and I did just that. I'm now attending SMART recovery meetings weekly as well as going to therapy and hanging out with
others who have some really good clean time under their belts.

I had to make many changes in order to get and stay clean, but I'm doing it. On April 9th I celebrated 90 days of complete abstinence from all drugs and alcohol.

My life is far from perfect. I am still going through some struggles and overcoming some obstacles. The difference these days is I'm facing them with a clear head.
I'm fighting them and overcoming them.

I wish I could change the subject of this post from "I gave it all away" to "I gained it all back."

Hope all is well with everyone!