Ya know I was just thinking about this topic on my way to work.  I never say much and now I'm about to be a "Debbie Downer",  sorry ahead of time

I envy you being able to say you have been happy and content with life in 2014.  2014 was my 9th year of sobriety and I have definitely changed a lot.  I'm far from
happy though, I have a job that is stressing me out , a husband that no matter how hard I try I can't forgive and can't stand to be around him after he has had a couple of beers.

I have gained so much weight that I can't stand to look in the mirror and just freaking depressed and a cry baby all of the time.  

I'm not one to just set around and feel sorry for myself so I would say there are a lot of things I would change about 2014 and I'm hoping that 2015 is my year to
get "me" back !!!!!  

I think I would be bad ass if I could just feel the confidence and sexiness that I felt say 10 years ago along with all of my new "good behavior"

Hope everyone has had a great 2014 and hears to everyone making 2015 a better one !!!!     Happy New Years !!!!