Tenacious, you have this nice big toolbox, with all those resources in it, yet you hesitate to use them, preferring somehow to use the wrong tool...I couldn't even guess at how many times I've read and heard a relapsed one say, 'I know what I did wrong the last time, I'm in control now'...even to the point of saying, I know I'm just fooling myself...

You are making yourself accountable to others, but what about your accountability to yourself? That's a hard one, it's also the most important one...

Dump the dope. I know you already know all your excuses for not doing so...excuses like, I can't afford to be 'sick' right now. I already spent the money so I might as well get my money's worth. I need the boost to get through just a few more days...and many many more, heck I'd be willing to bet dollars to donuts that you have at least 10 more handy, ready to use excuses.

Well, here's something for you that I hope will give you some incentive.

The future hinges upon a single action.

In this case, this particular time, you get to choose the action. What's it going to be? I don't need to know, but I think you do.