Hey everyone! I'm still here. Quiet because I'm still not back on the saddle. Not in jail. Never have been there actually and hopefully never will. I'm currently stuck in the trap thinking that I can control my use. I'm functioning right now. Eating, sleeping, working ..etc. How I'm not sure. I know it's just that. A trap.

I've opened up to a couple more people about my use. Went to my old treatment center yesterday and they offered to let me come back and do some drop in classes at no charge. I have options and many tools. Why am I not using them. All I can come up with is fear!

Phoenix - Yes. I'm in the United States. In Washington State to be exact. I never signed a ROI that I'm aware of. Guess I should ask before I admit anything. I feel that's the most important person to be honest with. Since I am paying lots of money for her to help me.

Hope everyone is having a good day!