@Ma - My next step is to open up to my support system. I can't get clean on my own and this I know. I have slipped and fallen before. I will get up and keep moving forward!

@Virginia - I also try to protect my mom. She worries a lot about me. Especially since my serious accident while under the influence in 2008 and then finding out I had been doing drugs. I told her in February of 2013. I'm not ready to tell her yet. Not when I'm still using. I will talk to her though. She always senses when something is wrong anyways. So I can't hide it for long.