Thank You Nonya!

My daughter has been using 6mos-1yr I can never get the truth out of her. We found out in January but she denied
and avoided us until the beginning of March when her boyfriend got arrested...she had no where else to turn. I don't know
if it's the "norm" for ALL meth addicts but she burns her bridges with everyone she crosses paths with. I do know
from one of her friends that she is smoking it off tinfoil, using pens to inhale the smoke.

I just called NA today and they have meetings in my area once a week on Wednesday evenings, so I will be there
if I can arrange someone to feed, bathe & put the kids to bed. I have not researched any reading materials as of yet
but will do!

As for the children, my husband & I are still torn about them leaving us...the scariest & saddest thing is she STILL has
her full parental rights, we are just on a safety program with DFCS. She is not allowed to be alone with any of them
BUT could get someone else to go to DFCS and sign so she always threatens us with that. She almost had a girl talked into
signing for her last week, scared me to DEATH...it was one of her old "using" buddies!
Trust me there is no having a rational conversation with her EVER...It's HER way, She's ALWAYS right, We're the ones that are crazy, psycho, etc..

I have lost 15-20lbs from stress & worry alone, her brother (who is a VERY stand up young man) wants NOTHING to do
with her and my husband has become distant and never wants to even discuss it. It really is a NIGHTMARE and I feel
for every family member that is being drug through the depths of hell due to this horrible epidemic. God help us ALL!!
Thank you again for your response and your prayers are ALWAYS welcome, we need all we can get!
Much Love & Thanks, Tami
Want to add that as I am educating myself, I do feel more & more empathy for users and wish ALL addicts struggling with this PRAYER & POWER to get their
lives back.
 

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