I do have a job and would not let nothing get in the way from me working. I just want him to forgive me. I just do not understand why he will not look at how I could of done all of the meth but I didn't. I keep texting him or calling him when I guess I should leave him alone and give him time to not be so angry at me. I don't know what to do except for sure start going to meetings again in which I am. His family has forgave me for my mess up I just wish he would. Cause I will never do meth again. I never want to be homeless like this ever again and I never want to lose what I had ever again if I can get it back. This is a horrible feeling.