Shattered Nightmares, Narcotics Anonymous is just that, Anonymous. There are government workers, teachers, paramedics, military officers, and even a police dispatcher in the rooms. They wouldn't keep coming back if they felt people would casually betray their identity or if their association would in any way leak into the world outside the rooms. Be careful about your self will. Look at working the steps and reading the NA literature. Remember you had time to stay loaded hours upon hours a day, so try to channel some of that same passion and time you had for using into your active recovery.

I hope you make it to the meeting tomorrow night!

XoXo

Lore