In my opinion, from what you have told me, I believe you have anger issues in general. I am not a doctor, but I do believe an antianxiety drug might help you. Now that you have quit using meth, its better to wait at least a couple of months to give the real you a chance to return. After that if you still have anger issues, then they will need to be addressed. Just let your wife and kids know that mornings are difficult for you, and I am sure they will try to stay out of your way. Congratulations on Day 12. Keep up the good work. Carol