Hello, I'm Stevie. I'm in Brooklyn, so if our paths cross…we won't know it !
I think you are doing well and appreciate your sharing.
I just want to ask you to be easier on yourself than you are.
What you are doing, getting off Meth, can be very hard even if that is what one wants.
I think you are expecting way way way too much from your self, you are working more than full time, are a husband, father and your road to sobriety has only just begun.
You have just quit and are in the early stages of recovery. It takes time to heal, rebuild and some relearning.
Please try to minimize the external stresses as internally you are and will be dealing with a lot.
Like Lax said, don't sweat the small stuff.
In a a year will it really matter that the kids socks were in the dog house ?