Plenty of people here who have been through meth psychosis and withdraw. You are definitely on dangerous ground. Some have went over the edge and done terrible things while angry, skitzn out and coming down.

Phoenix is trying to help ya there bud. No use getting angry at him.

I used for 15 years and going on 6 years clean. I was pretty deep in the BS and have been where you are. There is a way out...so don't give up.