Why on earth would your insurance call your work?

Don't get me wrong....I can see why that would scare and freak you out. I am quite suspicious and paranoid myself, and I worry about such things too, but they legally CAN'T....and really, it wouldn't benefit them in any way.

Can you be fired for a psychological breakdown? It happens to people who are under tremendous stress. If your insurance covers psychiatric care (unfortunately ours doesn't), and you have yourself committed, I am sure, I mean ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN, that most employers (probably all employers) wouldn't DARE to hold that against you. And what is said in your hospital stay would be strictly confidential. Unfortunately, if you are in a small town, the news of the hospitalization would probably get out, but certainly not any details.

And your piss will be clean, it doesn't stay in your system but a few days.

Why do you think phoenix and smiles have not gone through this suffering themselves, and cannot relate? They understand. They've been there. It's not a fun place to be. We know. It sucks. The wanting to set people on fire and stuff....do you really feel THAT.....or were you just saying people are on your nerves? If you REALLY feel like you want to kill people, honestly KILL THEM....hon you MUST get help, for you are dangerous right now. PLEASE, PLEASE do not hurt yourself or anyone else.