Because I didn't do this *%*@ before #*$@@#$! What the %!$* makes you think it isn't?!?! I know who i used to be and I'm not that person anymore because of this *%*@ and to imply anything else makes you a !*!@!+% idiot! Since you're so !*!@!+% smart why don't you come see me personally for a one on one diagnosis and witness the monster I've become you piece of *%*@!