I want to begin the forgiveness process but I can't when he is still actively acting this way. He has hurt me so much. I have so much anger towards him. I don't know how to get past that. its hard to enjoy the brief moments he is Here when I know it won't last, he will find a reason to leave. Whether imbyelling or being nice he leaves and then says I make him not want to be home. We were supposed to have a date night last night. It was initially his idea. I made the plans. He kept making comments about how he is tired and would probably pass out in the movie. I made other suggestions and he shot those down too. But then he makes plans to go out with his friend looking for scrap metal. He is too tired to go out with me but can be out all night with his friend. He didn't get home until about 530 am and left shortly after promising me he would come back to talk to me. Its now 9pm and he hasn't been home yet. I just don't know what I need to do. I'm lost and confused.