jamieT~  I am so sorry that you and your family are suffering in this way.
I have read what you have written on your thread.


I am reading a sweet little book right now, by William Martin, called *The Parent's Tao Te Ching*

I want to share with you something that I recently read, from a chapter called
*As They Are*


     ****When you are with your child next,
             forget the past,
             forget the future,
             and let your mind and heart come
             to be where your body is.****


The author had children in mind when he wrote this,
But I have found that it has been helpful to me in many other aspects of my life as well.