.....I probably would have drank a couple of beers. I even drank a glass of wine before going to my first NA meeting a month or so ago. Was it the right thing to do? No, but it did get me there. I am definitely a work in progress. I normally don't drink, but an occasional drink can get me to do something that I am apprehensive about doing. I actually enjoyed the meeting, but the getting me to the first meeting was the hard part. Hopefully, one day I will be strong enough to get through my anxiety on my own. Carol