(((((((((((((((CAROL)))))))))))))))

I am so very, very sorry for your loss.

I KNOW that pain all too well.  Just reading your post took me right back to the moment when I lost my sweet Vincent.

It just takes time sweetheart, but it's hard time.

Try not to drink or smoke weed.  It really doesn't make you feel any better, and in fact, would probably only add to the depressed feelings.

LOVE9