AwakeandAlive wrote:   But like I said... If you had nothing but dope and mayhem prior to addiction.... the only place left is UP after addiction. 

I just don't fit that mold! My life went down the second I started doing meth and somethings just can't be gotten back. 

Does that make me any less of an addict than you? I say no! 

Do I not have the right to miss what I once was? I say yes!

You say what you want though.....

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.....I totally agree.  I will ALWAYS feel bad about all that I lost due to my addiction.  That will NEVER change.  Yes, I am moving on, but no matter how hard I try, I will never be again what I once was before meth took all of that away from me.  Carol