You wrote:  Then thinking about today and how grateful I am to have what I have and be who I am. Not so much the material things but my relationship with family, friends and myself. Along with the inter peace that seems to come with a little faith in whatever it is that is out their.

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.....After using meth for 27 years, and being clean for 8 years, I am just thankful to be alive.  I am finally starting to enjoy life again, and I have a wonderful new guy in my life who is helping me to find myself again.  He has the perfect opportunity to mold me, but he does not want to do that.  He forces me to make my own decisions.  He just wants me to be me, no matter who, or what, I turn out to be like when this process is complete, and I thank him for that.  Carol