The links were just a secondary line of attack, so to speak. You can still find local meetings. They almost ALWAYS have literature for sale where you can buy the book. Someone might even lend you a used copy if you need that option. There are also generally copies at public libraries. You can go and sit in the nice quite and start reading from the beginning.

As Nike says: Just do it!

It feels good to do something that you know is good for you. You'll feel better afterwards. I promise.