Abyss - Even if you do fall off today, I would rather see you on here tomorrow, then waiting until you are clean for 2 weeks before posting again,  Thats just foolish.  The first few weeks are the hardest, and trying to do it alone is just short of suicide.  I want you to be here, so that I can help you to get back up.  Staying away just gives you a reason to use, so please don't stay away.  Your friend, Carol