Honestly, I don't even want to use again. I just want to get out of the house so bad . . . the thought of going through what I've been through the past 12 days is nearly unbearable. Still, I need to get out of the house and why not? I know, no good excuse. I mean, what I have to go through just to get it. A mile walk in the rain, an hour bus ride, then another mile walk in the rain, all on a recently recovered gimp ankle. That doesn't sound fun. Once I get there, I'm sure I'll have fun for a while. Blah. We shall see, I guess .