Abyss - Please don't give in.  A fight with your family, boredom, etc. are all just excuses.  Take it one hour at a time if you need to, but please don't use.  We all know how bad the cravings get, but you need to work through them.  I will check here EVERY hour if I need to, or I will stay on here ALL day if I need to.  I will help you work through it.  I can't stop you from using.  Only you can stop you from using.  Your friend, Carol