Day 13 . . . Today, I will probably fail. As much as I don't want to go through these past 13 days all over again, I'm going to give in. A fight with my family, loneliness, boredom, who cares. We all know why we use again. Still, I'll be clean for the new year. I won't post here again until I can say I've been clean for 14 days, so if I take a two week absence, I promise I'm okay.