You all bring tears to my my eyes. I just can't believe the support I have got from all of you. I am most appreciative to all of you. Thank you so very much.

I am tryin' here. I really am. I want to be sober so bad and it is so hard. I can't belive I let myself get to this point but I have. I struggle to not drink.

Ya know, when I first started, it was kinda for fun and good times. How it has progressed to this is beyond me.

I truly am in a place I don't want to be. I never signed on for this and I never ask for this but somehow I find myself at this place in life.

I have so many regrets. I do.

I cannot tell you all how grateful I am for your support.