Abyss - Congratulations on Day 8.  You are doing incredibly well.  One day at a time for now.  Don't worry about the day after, or the day after that.  Just worry about today.  Worry less about what others think about you, and worry more about what you think about yourself.  One of the hardest things to me after getting clean was learning to love myself again.  I finally can say that I can love myself again, and it has given me a new freedom in life.  I am so proud of you.  You are young, and you still have a long life ahead of you, if you don't let meth take it away from you. I'm sure that you will have a nice Christmas tomorrow.  Your friend, Carol