Day 6? It hasn't even been a week yet? Last night was hard. It's was as if my mind is so used to being high on Wednesday nights that I almost, but not quite felt high. Some of the voices came back, I couldn't fall asleep, and when I woke up in the middle of the night, I woke up angry at the world. Of course I didn't actually feel high, just a lot of the negative things that come with being high. The triggers are weird. Last night I used the bathroom after someone took a shower and I could have sworn I smelled it, even though it was just a weird combination of soap smells. Today when I woke up and had breakfast, it was easier. Coffee, cigarettes, satisfying some addictions calmed the cravings. Still, I KNOW I'll make it through Christmas. I'm still mildly worried about after Christmas, but at least I know I'll make it though Christmas. Thank you everyone for your support. I couldn't have made it through yesterday without you.