I would like to be hooked up to an on line meeting...........kevin.............?

I have the "Big Book" and and trying to understand it..I do have the part about "higher power" ..........I am totally good with that part. I am, however, have trouble with making ammends. I kinda feel that I am not to that point yet but I don't know.

I want this so bad and I want to not drink so bad. I want to try to fix my addiction.