Thanks everyone. Today Was hard. Harder than I immagined it would be. Now that I've gotten through today, I'm in the Christmas spirit more than I have been all year. Still the temptation to spend Christmas flying on a cloud of smoke, sitting in my room all alone is there. The cravings are like nothing I remember from quitting for the two months that I did not that long ago. Still, into the Holiday spirit. That's what I have to do. I quit for today. Tomorrow is a new day. Tomorrow is another "just for today". Doing it one day at a time, I feel confident that I'll make it though Christmas and maybe beyond