rborges is right.  It is the cravings that will get you to fall off every time.  Just keep reaching out, and allow us to help you through the really hard parts.  Like I said, there is nobody there to police you, and the cravings can get pretty bad.  I thought that the withdrawal would be really bad, and to my surprize the withdrawal was NOTHING compared to the cravings.You can do it, if you really want to.  I wish that I knew about this website when I was getting clean because I know that it would have made quitting much easier if I had someone to talk to while I was recovering.  We ALL used to be good people before meth, but meth has a way of changing people in a bad way.  I just want to see you get away from it while you still can.  Your friend,Carol