OBLIVIONS ABYSS.....

..... "Three or four years ago I filpped a coin to decide if I wanted to be drinking a drink or taking a hit of weed into the new year, I took the hit of weed and spent the next year stoned off my ass. This year, I don't know what I'm going to be doing. Yeah I probably shouldn't spend it too tweaked out to even enjoy the moment drinking with my friends, New Years should always be an alcohol night. Maybe you're right about not thinking about when I'll be able to get high again. S"


I have the BEST idea yet.......... Why drink or do any kind of mind altering substance at all on new years???

Maybe I'm just getting old or boring.... I would imagine it's more like burnt out, really. But either way... Sense I got clean 3/13/05, I haven't left my house on new years eve and for the first several years of sobriety I didn't do anything to get fuckted up and neither did anyone else at my house. I had just as much fun as I everyone else did.

I like my herb though..... That is something I did take back up.

Could be worse......

Oh......

About 20 yrs wasted..... I didn't get the same impression as you. She is new here... only a few more posts than you.... she's just trying to help because she's been through what you are so desperately trying to avoid.

If you can reach deep down and get through the next several weeks, you'll never have to experience this again.

It is possible... I'm proof!!!