Thank you guys. There's something symbolic about what you do on New Years that will affect you for the rest of the year. Three or four years ago I filpped a coin to decide if I wanted to be drinking a drink or taking a hit of weed into the new year, I took the hit of weed and spent the next year stoned off my ass. This year, I don't know what I'm going to be doing. Yeah I probably shouldn't spend it too tweaked out to even enjoy the moment drinking with my friends, New Years should always be an alcohol night. Maybe you're right about not thinking about when I'll be able to get high again. S

till, the comment "I always had at least a 1/4 ounce personal." That was counter productive. For one, I've never even SEEN that much, that's at least $200-300 worth of meth, and to make me picture that during my 2nd day of quitting, that's evil. We all know that you were the uber tweaker, high for 20 years, cook, etc. etc., why do you have to rub it in people's faces in EVERY comment that you make? Congrats, you're better than us. You came from worse and you've been clean longer than Anyone here. Are you validated yet? I appreciate that offer of friendship, but I can't help but think that it's wrapped in the tweaker equivalent of a rich person snobbishly serving food to the homeless while not daring to touch them or actually care.