Congrats on your clean time.

Why don't you stop worrying about when you are going to get paid so that you can buy more. Yes it sucks but it will get easier. In ten more days just think how you will be on your way to getting better. You don't want to throw away all your hard earned clean time.

Its normal to be hungry at first, just eat what your body wants and don't worry about it. Your eating will slow down pretty soon. Even if you gain a little bit of weight you will be better off and you can always drop some weight later. Make sure you get your rest and your food, your body will make sure you get rest and food! I am sorry. I know it sucks. But it is just one of those things.

Instead of dwelling on how you are going to get this check and how good it is going to be to get high, just take it a day or even an hour at a time and focus on how you will be clean for this day or hour or minute. A lot of people like NA and things like this are helpful to you.

Make a plan when you get your pay to take care of your bills, buy food, and gas up your vehicle and then take twenty bucks so you can buy a pop or a candy if you need it. Give the rest to a trusted family member to hold for you. Don't be going around with a bunch of cash. Its so much easier to be clean when you don't have money burning a hole in your pocket. Avoid people who use and delete numbers of dealers; before you know it you will have some clean time!