Love and hugs...

Yes it is hard but you can do it. If you can get through the first part it will be much easier of course. Some times you have to hold onto it an hour at a time.

I dont know where you live but i will talk to you any time you want. Just send me a message. I will pm you my number. Im not a very good person at chatting on the phone but hey you give me a text and if i am around i will try to help you. We can go in the chat or we can chat on face book or something. I swear i honestly do care. If i am not working or asleep i will be here for you my friend i know how it hurts.

Just because you used again dont mean you have to keep doing it forever. You can quit again. It is okay. It sometimes takes several tries. Or many tries. It is okay. If you can get into a rehab even better.

Check your pm friend.

(((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))