Just give it time sierra. IMHO...I dont think its so much about it helping you not want to drink. In the beginning thats what you bring to the table, "the desire to stop drinking". It is a support system with suggestion on how to find a way to live happy joyous and free from the obcession to drink. And it has helped me with just that.

Is there something I am supposed to do at the meetings?.......... Be openminded.