You got some really good advice on this thread!

I just wanted to say HELLO & WELCOME!

Also, to answer your question about that air compressor~
The first thing that came to my mind was that somebody could have easily traded it for coke from him........
You would not believe the piles and piles of things that people traded for dope from my ex~dealer....................

But the above posters are right.....
For Healing Purposes, for YOU, those things should NOT matter!
Wishing you The Very Best in Healing from this Sadness.
Sincerely, Smilewasmask