Jmorris wrote:
How about I start over. Hi, my name is Jon. I haven't don't Meth in Seven years. Coke since Xmas. I have still been lying and acting like a dope fiend. Almost dragged a beautiful loving woman into it as well. I just called left her a voice mail. Told her there is some ugly %%*% about me she needs to know. It's all in God's hands now.

  Nope it's all in your hands ........... don't throw this one at god  ; 

   If I was lying and acting like a dope fiend does it matter if  I'm  clean or not .