After getting clean.......

Hmm...... I've been thinking about this question.... still thinking about it.

All I come up with is.....

In 6+ years I haven't done anything that compares to what I did before and during meth. I was MAD creative while I was using!! I could fabricate and make anything out of metal or wood.

I feel like anything and everything I did while on meth is now ruined for me. It just doesn't feel the same anymore.... nothing excites me the way it used too. I don't have the creativity or desire anymore.

I feel like a prune..... been sucked dry!

Meh...... the price we pay I guess.

My suggestion...... Don't do meth in the first place!