Its okay...thanks ((((hugs))))

Im....better.

Gah its so stupid. My friend has been screwing this "thing"...I dont like her, she is an ate up mess. But he has been trying to get us to be friends with her, IDK why he doesn't just lose her. God, I miss his ex-wife.

I knew how she was. So it wasnt any suprise.

Anyway we go out to eat (Actually the rest of us eat and she sucks a breath mint), and have a couple drinks, Im TRYING to be nice, SO HARD.

And she follows me and says hey you like to get high, right?

Its like really? You can tell that? Still? After 80 pounds? And almost two years?

And I was like, well, I have done it. And she is like, ya, I know. I do it socially. (LOL ya she looks it).


And what do I do...without even THINKING I say

"So do you got some on you?"

WHY would I say that?!?!? OMG I go outside, to have a cig.

And two people are outside snorting blow off a CD case. Right in front of me. Front seat of the car, front and center.

It is like OMG isnt this the STICKS????

It was like a surreal twilight zone episode. Where the hell did it all come from all at once?!!?

Jeez.

I just need to stay home I guess. I dont know what is going on all of a sudden around here. This isnt something people are generally real open about around here. I just need to go to work and come home. And avoid the creeper. Hopefully she will just go away soon.