Travis , the offer that was posted here about the 5 beds available I cannot afford. My wife and I have not gotten our social security checks yet ( they are due in tomorrow) and we get 989.00 total income. 650 goes to rent, then phone and other bills plus food. I have 83 cents in the bank. The treatment center I have an intake at Friday does not require cash but takes my medicare. I am not making excuses , I am fighting it and doing my best. As for saying " man up" You DO NOT say tough things like that to someone with emotional problems and who is sensitive. If you knew me you would know how much that damages me. I don't give a shyt if you think I am full of shyt because I know my heart and I know I try my best, maybe you are the one full of crap. I have a powerful
disease that attacks me 24/7 , I know my disease, you don't.