"When you know how to make it, the burden is huge, there is no escape from it.
Some folks can just change their location and be away from the dope. When you have the demon that you and I share, you can't escape, the drug is in your head and can be manufactured anywhere!

If I took one hit, it would lead me into cooking a batch of dope within hours.

I do not even allow the thoughts into my head!

Man I'm right there with ya!

I find myself thinking about the manufacturing process way more that the actual drug now a days. I got off on it!

I destroyed all my lab equip years ago but we both know it wouldn't take much to set it off again. Especially with a simple method like the one pot method.

I know the "one pot" dope wouldn't hold a candle to some from an acid base reduction, but it's still the rush/excitement in knowing what you're doing and that you've done it.

It wouldn't take long and I'd be back at it full force!