knownfear1 wrote:
Speaking of relapse...... It would be very easy for me to relapse back into making the shyt. See that was my first addiction to the drug. I have always been fascinated with drugs and the process in which they are made.

When I was making dope, I used a tried and true acid, base, reduction that's been around forever. It's a time consuming and somewhat of a pain in the ass process.

So after talking about the "one pot" or "shake n bake" method in another thread, my curiosity was up. I know it makes very poor quality dope, but my addict mind got turned on at the simplicity of that method.

I have to fight the urge to research it. It wouldn't take 30 minutes and I'd have it all mapped out. BUT.... I know if I were to make it again..... I'd have to do it again!!

If I do it again, it will be ON for a few years. I can't and I won't go there!!!

Hey, I am with you on this 100%

When you know how to make it, the burden is huge, there is no escape from it.
Some folks can just change their location and be away from the dope. When you have the demon that you and I share, you can't escape, the drug is in your head and can be manufactured anywhere!

If I took one hit, it would lead me into cooking a batch of dope within hours.

I do not even allow the thoughts into my head!