Hey MK , Thanks.. I have two kittens I have called some of those treatment centers and waiting for calls back now. Besides my obsession to use Meth I have an obsession to go on those sites. I shut them down and then when the urge comes on I go back and open new accounts and go back looking. It is a vicious cycle. I watch intervention I think for the recovery aspect but maybe something in me watches it for drug use.

I love the snow here , I miss snow from growing up with in Boston. I like Reno but miss San Fran. When I am not using I have developed a bad Benzo addiction as well as gambling addiction. It never seems to end, my addictive personality just keeps me stuck and sick, but at least gambling won't kill me.

I am doing my best, I am craving to use badly but trying not to.