Loraura wrote:
Robby, are you afraid to want to recover?

I can understand this...
.....fear of success is very real.

I have actually MADE IT to a point at least twice in my life where
...I was actually afraid to continue, because I did'nt recognize my true self.

Everyone around me did...
......but, it freaked me out to be so "pure" .....freedom scared me.

it still does.