Happy for you Phoenix. I have seen the miracles too. I actually was one of them at one point , when I got that year chip at the CMA meeting I felt so good.... on top of the world. Then just around two years I missed it and went back and it has been an uphill battle since. Someone just offered me to use and I am here pacing in my apartment trying to talk myself out of it but the desire is so strong. I WANT recover but don't know how to let go of meth.


Suz, I am easier to talk to ? I guess I am slightly less insane lol. Thanks Suz , dear friend.