1.  Lori was never a meth addict;

2.  Lori is trying to get you to make a schedule and stick to it because that's a big part of recovery;

3.  You don't do what she suggests, do you?  Why don't you follow the phucking advice, Robby?  She's trying to teach you how to manage your time so you won't sit around glamorizing speed and drowning in self-pity.

DO IT or don't complain that it's not working!  I don't mean for a few hours...follow her advice all day every day for a week or two.

They're just gonna have you do the same thing in rehab, ya know.  You can start by getting up at 7:00 a.m., making your bed, eating breakfast, cleaning the kitchen and taking a shower.  You wanna be normal?  Do what normal people do.  Ya wanna be depressed and stuck-in-addiction?  Do what depressed and addicted people do.

It's simple, but it's not easy.  Just do it.

And I DON'T forget what it's like...I will never forget what it's like...all I know is it's UP TO YOU TO STOP DIGGING THE HOLE.

*all of this written with concerned frustration*