Dude,with or without the show i crave it daily,It's unbearable.I first went to treatment for smoking,as soon as i got out i got high and started shooting.A month and a half later i ended up back in treatment due to a felony.I was there for 5 months and went back to it.I've had and abscess and had to have surgery and still can't quit.When I do go about 2-4 weeks off it I end up having intense cravings and go get high....It's the hardest thing ever,when im sober I miss it....