I stated that I don't even miss the bad times but
it is natural for an addict to miss their drug. I
Think more people miss it than care to admit, I am not saying
to miss losing teeth and near death and misery , as
Much as I am a glutton for punishment and hate myself
I don't even miss all the bad things, I what to live but I so
miss fitting in with the tweaker crowd an I miss the high
and all that goes with it . I just think more people
miss TIna than are letting on here. As much as the drug has taken
from me and tries to kill me , I still glamorize her and mourn
For her .